This one is from my archives. This piece was in my diary since quite a while now, I think, now was the right time to publish it.


Life’s been pretty surprising lately. In both, good and bad ways. It turns out that the bad is always followed by the good. Like, it is some law of nature.
The past few months have been constantly slapping me with questions right across my face about my faith and belief. And in this trial of time, I thought, that I had LOST! Yes. the fundamentals in which I had put in my faith, seemed to have trembled and its foundation crumpled.
I momentarily stood as a person without faith! And as they say- “Faith is a gift, which I am yet to receive, again!”

In such a moment, I felt blindfolded, with no idea where to go. The death of belief made it impossible to even seek help from somebody. But one must remember to turn on the light when it gets dark. And the exact happened.
With all the chaos in my head, I tried to find my calm. I was constantly in search for the answers to my questions. And when the time was right- just perfect- as if God was set to play his moves, I got my answers unexpectedly. And all at once, the sky was clear, the dark clouds vanished, the ray of light carrying hope and joy and satisfaction touched my soul with its tenderness and warmth.


And right now, while sitting under the halogen bulb, out in my verandah, in front of my lush green garden, I can see the twinkling stars, shining away in all their glory and smiling at me. Thinking back to all that had occurred, I realized, it’s OKAY to panic at times! It’s OKAY to feel the dark and despair at times! What’s not okay is to give in and succumb to it. What’s important is to keep looking and figure out. What’s needed is to be patient with a belief- that it will all be Okay!

And dear reader, it is important to understand- there are days that ask questions, but don’t forget to remind yourself- there will come a day to answer them! 




‘Ignorance is Bliss’

True that. Hell, yeah!

Sometimes it’s good to remain a jackass and not know all the things. To stay in dark is peaceful sometimes. Well definitely better than to know the bitter truth, atleast! Some questions are best when left unanswered, some doubts are better as self than cleared.

We all face situations where we start to look for answers. There’s nothing wrong with that. But not always knowing everything seems to be healthy for our own selves. We need to find courage to let it go sometimes; letting go of the questions which we know might hurt bad; be devastating; trust breaking; making us fall on to our faces and leave nothing else in the end but scars. All that is important is to make peace with that state of mind of ours. To stay content. To feel blessed.


To let go, is to fear less.
To let go, is to believe more.
To let go, is to find peace.
To let go, is to love more.